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I have a question

4:02 AM

Prepare for a wall of text

Also, if my questions ever get to personal, feel free to not answer

Once, I was looking for a tulpa quiz to do. I found one that was intended for my "tulpa", not me as the host. I thought why not and started off doing the quiz by asking him what he wanted to write. Then, as I went on, it was as though I started thinking from his perspective now and then. When the quiz was done, I noticed this, and asked if he'd like to take over some more. We didn't really know what we were doing, but he agreed to it. And then it was like I was him. I was seeing everything from his perspective, thinking his thoughts, feeling his emotions and desires. It was like I was him entirely. It was really weird and really cool. I could feel all (his? my?) wonder at being in the world and feeling all these sensations. But my memories were unaltered and when my mother asked me something, it was like "I" took over again because everything lapsed back to "me," but when that was done I was him again. I went back to being me only when I went to bed and "changed gear." All the while, "I" as my "tulpa" didn't have a tulpa, a host in "my" head. Was that all just hardcore roleplay?

What

4:08 AM

I think you experienced switching

She was uncomfortable with the idea of host not being himself at times. Looked at us as unnecessary and equivalent to self induced DID.

4:09 AM

Told him he should get rid of all of us

Well That's rude

????

I'm not sure it was switching, because I felt like "I" was either gone or still in the "front seat." I'd say it was fronting or something but the same problem applies? I don't know.

That sounds like how we experience possession to an extent

4:11 AM

If you were still feeling the senses that would fit the description

Huh. How do you experience possession?

I gtg to bed, I'll see y'all tomorrow. Buenas noches

Night

Goodnight.

I don't know whether it was me or him or both feeling the sensations, but I think snapping back to answer my mother was pretty telling.

Try fighting over it to strengthen it

4:21 AM

Have him attempt to move one way while you the other

Whoa llsze, thats pretty interesting

4:26 AM

Yeah it does sound like you guys switched or something

4:26 AM

Considering you were looking at everything through his perspective and thoughts

4:27 AM

Maybe it's still confusing now since you guys don't do it often?

4:27 AM

Unless you do, but I'm only assuming from the paragraph you posted

Good idea, Ivy. Thanks.

5:00 AM

Yeah, that was the first time we tried anything like it.

Is being unable to know who is saying what a normal thing?

5:05 AM

Even after a long time trying to sort it out?

I can only answer for two person systems.

This is a 2 person system

5:13 AM

Sometimes I cannot determine who is saying something

It took me a few months until it became impossible for us to confuse ourselves.

5:13 AM

We performed numerous energy exercises to fix it.

Like the ones stated in your book?

Yes

Haven't tried those too much, but they seem to be temporarily effective when done

Yes they are.

Guess we just have to try some more

It's incredible what short term gains they provide.

I am guessing that some of the difficulty in differentiating who is saying things is caused by none of us having a traditional mindvoice

5:17 AM

Problem is that we don't know how to develop that

steal the voice of another ~~human~~ character from somewhere

Start reading peoples statements in their voices.

Jack sounds like the plague doctor from SCP-049

Hmm, thanks. It seems like my ability to hear distinct mindvoices disappears when not being paid attention to somehow, so have to develop that

5:21 AM

Also probably going to try and steal a voice lol

Lots of things are lots of things.

@Deleted User I'm late, but please explain.

No u. I'm new.

...I do not get what is going on in here.

Mental stuff.

9:15 AM

Where you from?

Hong Kong. It's so quiet in here (this channel or something). (edited)

9:20 AM

Also, now I think I get it. Are you saying that lots of mental things are simply lots of mental things?

9:23 AM

oh now I feel like an idiot. I don't think we answered any of your questions as intended at all lol

9:24 AM

I just thought you needed tupper help that's all.

I'm sorry something came up last night is it okay to still ask? @SkyeNet

What if someone is having doubts not about their tulpa, but in their own ability to develop one? I have faith that she is there, I'm just not sure I'm doing the best job at developing her. (edited)

I feel the same way

then what you do is confront that belief with the facts. Just do your sessions, be spontaneous, let things happen, then once you're done come back to it and report the experience. Write it down, note the details that seem of particular interest.

12:43 PM

In time you may see notable events, improvements, and other things that will show to you your own progress and possibilities.

Ok, thanks

What I've done to combat that mindset is literally explain to Ikari....I don't know the best way to do all this, I can't promise I'll do everything perfectly, but I'm trying my best

12:49 PM

She understood

12:49 PM

your tulpa should too

12:49 PM

they're in your head and read your thoughts after all

Good point

Besides, only a sick fuck would deliberately make a malformed tulpa

12:52 PM

and again, I think the tulpa realizes this at least on some subconscious level

12:52 PM

[just tell her...it'll make it easier]

Right, That seems find of obvious in hindsight lol. Thanks for the advice!

np

I guess i have a lot of learning to do. I'll try my best

You and me both bud

We're I this together, I suppose

Welp I'll try to help as much as I can....I'm not exactly experienced but I'm basically applying a common sense approach, as if I was teaching a kid and making a friend all at the same time

That seems like a good aprouch to things. And I know I already said this but thank you (edited)

1:12 PM

There aren't really any words I can think of to describe how grateful I am for the amount of help this community has provided. Not just for me, but for everyone, truly, I thank you all

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Actually speaking of which I had another question I was hoping someone could help me out with

sure what's up

Im pretty busy during the day and I get distracted somewhat often, and I feel like this takes time away from Nathalie

1:26 PM

I wanna focus on her and just her but sometimes I'll be going on for an hour at the least

Yeah I get that...I'm the same

1:27 PM

one thing somebody told me was imagine her in your environment....so like when I'm at my desk, she's sitting on the desk waving her legs

1:28 PM

Also, I talk about the most mundane shit

1:28 PM

what do you think about the wierd shade of green on the ceiling?

1:28 PM

I think the key is to slowly spend longer and longer periods of time on her without really forcing yourself to devote your full attention

1:29 PM

and at some point you'll be so used to it that she'll subconsciously be there 24/7

Alright

1:29 PM

Thanks a lot

glad to help

hi

Hello.

I think another thing with mindset is to make it about the journey, not the destination. It’s okay to do what you love, not what you find tedious all the time, because you have all your lives to help each other grow.

I do agree. I do thinking it is best to not rush your tulpa into speaking as quickly as possible, or switching or whatever else. It will happen when the time is right.

7:17 PM

You should enjoy this personal journey for as long as you can, you will likely not experience it in the same way ever again, as with making second tulpas, it tends to take much less time.

I'm sorry, i'm completely new to the server and unsure how to introduce myself or behave

Welcome.

thank you